Thursday, August 09, 2007

why....

dis few months hv been a perfect bliss...
im so so hapi w him n he jz tks good care of me...

but 2day,suddenly....i duno y..
i ws jz a sudden feelin of d need to b away fr him..
hv i bn spendin too much tme?it's so odd...

we were happily eatin in kim gary,chattin n havin fun ,
den i went off2 d washroom..n when i came bac fr d washrm,it ws lk,sudd i was another person...i din lk d closeness anymor,felt lk i needed space all of a suddn..
din wan2 b lovey-dovey.din feel d need2b close..

suddenly,i felt d need to kp my personal space 2myself...
dis so dusn mk sense at ALL!!!sum1 who's bn thru dis xplain wat's goin on to me!!!!
im goin mad...how cn i sudd not hv feelins4my bf anymore...dat's lk horrible...sudd feel lk maintainin a distance..
sigh...y do i sudd feel pullin away...??????
i dun understand...n even if it's normal...
lk,d feelin wil fade a bit,it shud happen gradually,slowly,not all of a sudden afta comin bac fr d washrm!!
@@???

y?y? i dun get it....argh......it's so horrible......
hw cn i sudd not wan2 b close 2 him anymor...sigh...n nothin happend in d washrm 2trigger it...i din c any1,i din do anytin out of d ordinary...
WHY???

sum1 pls tel me it's gonna b ok....
cant lose feelngs4 a person dis easily!
sigh...help.....!