Holidays...

so im on holidays.... n at 1st its a whirlwind of wat to eat 2day n wher to go n wat to buy n wat to fix....
bt goin on my 2nd week... im startin to get kinda bored...
i wana go out n shop!!!! i wana buy cute floral dresses... n yummy sexy heels....
sniff..... n i wana go on dates w cute guys... or actly any guy dat i cn hv a decent conversation with....
bt most of all...i wana hit the clubs.=( y do i hv strict parents.....
aaaaaahhhhhhh........ honestly,im gettin old,tme to stop for good. it's a gud thing luqman got married n stopped clubbing. n aaron's like totally into his gf so evry1's in a stable relationship n no1 hits d clubs nymor,at least nt w me... d juniors go,bt i feel so damn old arnd dem...
OLD FART!!! find ppl ur own age2hang out with.
i wonder if any residents hit clubs.... i wud love to hang out w em instead...at least SUM thing!!
im so afraid to enter the hospital to start my clinicals... sigh,wat if i suck n i screw up often? wat if i get shouted at 24/7??
wat if accidentally cry?

damnit.
i shud sleep n stop thinking.
U'RE ON HOLIDAY!!